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July 5, 2010 / abhishekthathoo

Love flu….

You being mine is the best i feel.
Every moment with you is like a treasure which no one can steal.
The aroma you have is the best i felt so far.
I know it is more than what i feel as everything has some limit some bar.
The eyes you have creates illusion above beautiful.
Bewitching your smile and every part more beautiful and wonderful.
I know defining beauty in you is a task dareful
But i have this way only by which i can let my wishes fulfill.
Every time i think about you and always a new emotion takes birth.
No part is obedient to me now but for you my heart is worth.
The control of my heart changed by the time i saw you.
Thanks to my eruditely romantic friends who told me i have caught love flu.
You are the cure to this viral disease of mine.
So it is the time for you to cross the inbetween line.
Then only we can be immortal.
Else we all know man is mortal….

July 5, 2010 / abhishekthathoo

Effort ….the real mean.

Life always came to me like an arrow head.
I wanted to walk on roses but it always was a thorny bed.
Some made blood come out and some went in vain.
Not a single minute of relief it always was pain.
Sometimes i feel my heart will rebel one day
Though i know it will be painful as one or the other way.
But i know i am an extemist mettle.
I know pain is temporary this all will one day settle.
Confusions of world are more interesting than nerve wrecking.
Time changes , don’t get befooled by the cloks’s constant ticking.
It has magic unexplored in it.
Explore it , you will love it then bit by bit.
Don’t worry about the fruit it bears for you.
It will itself make you taste what actually is due to you.
Winning is not everything but effort is the real life’s mean.
Keep on trying you will see what earlier was unseen.

July 5, 2010 / abhishekthathoo

Un expressed…

Beautiful sayings and beautiful songs
Who knows how much it longs?
As i never could explain the beauty in you.
But i know this affinity for you is more than a clue.
By the time i saw you , i felt what earlier was unfelt.
you created illusions and confusions which i hardly dealt
The spark in your eyes showed me a new light
My controlled breaths turned uncontrolled though i held them tight
I am slowly getting the fact that GOD is in real.
You are the cure to my wounds and only you can let them heal.
Your every look and every pose makes me go mad.
Something unusual is happening near my heart which earlier never had been
I want to love you like nothing is left in this universe.
I want to chant your name as a saint like a holy verse

June 30, 2010 / abhishekthathoo

Dil kis bagas manzz chukh tchae foalmutt
Shukr taemsund yaem yee posh chu loagmutt
Yamess vuchnae saeth tchae choon lool tchlaan
Yus lolukk choong oss tschaet gasaan su tshee waenye prazlaan.
Choall myae chaenae saethe yae andkaray
Faer yath paejjae jigruss vae vareyy
Zapaan gaasiv naav taemsund dohass tae ratass
Aday gasee apujj kamm yath samsaras
Aday tschae dilluk (dil-u-k) soaz banaan
Atee tchnae pazruss nish soe jahnn dalaan
Tchae yae duniyaah soey paeruen
Yaethe poaz tchae apjuss manz sarunn….

June 30, 2010 / abhishekthathoo


Decisions of past , waste or vast
whatever you do , darker the spot , longer it lasts.
Takes a wisdom history to create
Better think twice & revaluate
I don’t remember neither i have any count
I have paid heavily unreasonably a huge amount.
A few small lies changes love to hate.
So better think twice n revaluate
The man i have become morally seems to be a different league.
Double crossing my pump my adrenaline but it is just fatigue.
Forgive unforgivible, dont think it is too late
Better think twice & revaluate
I feel i am lost , i am sunk
As i feel i am intoxicated or drunk
But i want to go back in time & nourish my fate.
wished if i could have earlier thought twice & revaluate..

June 29, 2010 / abhishekthathoo


Masked by the lies my truth feels naked.
Though endeavours were great but it all got faked.
They say “As you sow , so shall you reap”
Then why i got trapped in this anamalous grief.
A new world has taken shape inside me,
where rules are weird and are not as per me.
The part of me is paining is lot.
I feel like my heart is about to rot.
Fumes are rasing high above making ominous air.
Playing games dishevelled and by means unfair.
Grievances are a part & parcel of life,
Be a sharp edged sword rather than a blunt knife.
They come with an untimely label
With twisted ,curved & topsy turvy ripple
Don’t get attached to what is temporary
Keep the lamp of truth burning & never worry.

June 13, 2010 / abhishekthathoo

My story…

Life showed me its different faces.
Both good & the bad cases.
Sometimes i wanted to live a lot
& sometimes i just wanted to  die.
couldn’t understand the mystery whole.
As adversities totally shook my soul.
Leaving me turmoiled & doomed
As the story of life started decaying, fumed
I frequently had that indifferent pain.
As I started with loss & no gain
Hated everything that earlier was my love.
From family to friends till now
I started losing my grip
Though passionate about everything i felt
But i was falling apart.
life seemed a task uphill.
Full of grievances , anguish & hatred..
Tried my best to come out of it.
Did everything i could.
But nothing was moving.
Save me my lord .
Started looking everyday  into the sky that one day i will touch you.
It is how i kept my passion
Lying to my heart
& absorbing those pain pegs
I felt like something  corrosive  is making way.
Into my heart & then into my soul.
Pre occupied by tensions  & trauma
I felt many times to put a quell to my life.
But with the belief that i will find you one day
I always made my way through different paths.
Believing myself & backing throughout.
Knew that after bad days come glad day.
I finally reached where i should have.
you can see my smile which still asks different questions
About the way i lived so unorthodox.
I saw many things but it didn’t went  vain.
They say ” No pain , No gain”.
Live every moment , bring improvisation & innovation.
I know as i always do it my way….